I’m hoping that this new year brings my family the ability for me toΒ stay home and not have to go back to work. However I’m not too convinced that I’ll be able to do so. I have just under 3 months to figure this shit out. Either that or find a babysitter who is willing to #1 come to my home and #2 take care of 5 kids, 3 full time and 2 part time.

That’s pretty scary to have some stranger not only come into my home but for them to take care of my most precious thing in life, my children. 3 little children mainly that aren’t really able to tell me if things are bad, if they are miss treated or abused in any way. I MUST STAY HOME!

Moving on before I set myself up to have a nightmare.

I’ve been recording this Yoga show that airs at 4 am every week day on a channel on Direct Tv, currently I couldn’t tell you the name of it but I’m hoping to being it tomorrow. What are the chances of me waking up early to do it?!? What are the changes that I’ll start a diet tomorrow?

Wishful thinking. Is it possible pigs will grow wings over night?!?

I can’t wait to find out.